At Ease

I am happy to note that you're ok because I received a message from you, just hours ago. You told me you waited for me. I owe you an apology I didn't come. I thought you were too busy today that’s why you never seen my messages even my calls. So I decided not to go.

Until, late tonight you sent me a message. Though, I really worried a lot because since yesterday I haven’t received any replied from you. I sent messages to you, but I waited for too long nothing was received by me. I don’t know where you were or what had happened to you since you told me you’re not feeling well. Though, you told  me now you are a bit fine, I am hoping that you will feel better tomorrow. Don’t worry; knowing you are a bit fine now will help me ease worrying regarding your condition.

I will be seeing you tomorrow, though it will be a surprised I know you will be happy to see me too, hahaha.  I am really glad to note you sent me messages tonight. Thank you. I never thought you waited for me, sorry then.

Sana O.K. ka

Nag-aalala ako sa araw na ito

Inaalala ko ano nangyare sa iyo

Sana maayos ka

Sana okay ang lahat

Hindi ako sanay

Hindi ka makausap

Hindi ako sanay

Hindi naman talaga

Anuman ang nangyare

Anuman ang mangyare

Sana malaman ko

Siguro malalaman ko rin

Tanging dasal ko

Ikaw ay nasa ayos

Ikaw ay ligtas

Masaya kahit paano.

'Twas my Fault

It was my fault now why we didn’t meet, it was my fault…I admit.

I planned to meet you today and I planned to go to your place but I didn’t pursue because I thought something more important you might do that’s why you didn’t reply to my messages. Although I knew that I told you yesterday I will be there. But if you waited for my presence today sorry I didn’t make it.

I supposed you are very busy but tomorrow I hope I can make it. 

Aninong Ga’pos

Minsan ba maling maghanap ka? Minsan ba maling mangulila ka?

Hindi ko alam paano magsisimula. Hindi ko alam paano magtatapos dahil ang nais kong simulan pilit ko rin naman dagling wakasan upang basta mawasak na lamang upang wala ng magsimula para hindi na mahirapan pa. Subalit paano tatapusin ang sinimulang alam ko rin naman walang patutunguhan.

Subalit hanggang kailan ako paaalipin sa aking aninong pilit pumipigil na lumago ang aking karanasan,pilit humhila sa tanikalang sa mga paa ko’y nakagapos upang pag-usad ng kamalayan ay maging mas mailap pa sa panghuhuli ng isang ligaw na hayop sa ilang.Paano nga ba?

Minsan tuloy naiisip ko,tama pa bang ipagpatuloy ang kung anumang mayroon ako sa kasalukuyan na nais kong simulan o tuluyan ko na ikaw ay kalimutan upang baka sakaling sa  bukas na darating ang pagbibigay ng isang maliit na puwang sa aking buhay na ito’y maging sanhi ng isang malawak na pang-unawang sa akin ay maipapahiram kahit saglit lamang. Sa kung kailan ko ito gagawin, tanging isa lamng ang nakakaalam, ang aking sarili, dahil anuman ang kahihinatnan nito’y tanging ako rin lang naman ang nakakaalam at ako rin lamang ang magdaranas.

Hindi ko nais na ako’y masadlak sa isang lusak ng kadiliman ng pagpigil sa anino ng kahapon at umasang ang ngayon ay ihiwalay sa aking nakaraan. Subalit nais ko lang malaman saan ako magsisimula? Iyong simulang alam ko, wala akong katapusang ipagsisisi sa sinuman o kahit saan man.

This I Promise

We didn’t meet today, we never seen each other today, and for that I was saddened by what happened.

We talked day before that I will be seeing you today, we’ll be seeing each other today, and I was excited because of that. Until, I received a text message from you.

You requested me not to go because you are not feeling well. You felt bad today because of minor illness. I just told you to take medicine but you insisted not to take because you were not used to it so you will let the pain went away naturally, and I just become submissive, it’s your decision, I just said nothing but to stop recommending medicines for you to take in because it’s useless. ‘Twas not that she don’t want my suggestions but she don’t want to take the prescribed medicine, for what reason, I just leave it to her.

Anyway, she told me, we will be meeting each other tomorrow…. Tomorrow will be another day to wait for. Tomorrow is another day to make myself excited, for tomorrow, I will see you, tomorrow, and again, I will be having good time spending the rest of the day tomorrow.

I wanted to see you today, I wanted to talk to you personally today, I wanted to feel your presence today, but you are not feeling well, you are lying in your bed resting for the next day to come and help your feeling at least a bit fine, though not that well, at least you had enough rest, today.

Tomorrow, wait for me, I will see you excitedly, I will meet you and I will hold you like there will be no other tomorrows….

  

Tomorrow

Tomorrow, another day has to be experienced. Tomorrow is another day for me. Tomorrow, I am excited, for tomorrow I will see you again, I will meet you again. Tomorrow you and I will be together again.

I was not able to meet you today, sorry; I became busy doing some important things. It’s not that you are not that important to me but you are of course the most important person today and for always.

I promised to see you tomorrow. I promised to be with you tomorrow, and I promised that you and I will chat, will have nice conversation and will spend the day full of happy moments. To make our day more beautiful, more exciting and make it last forever.

Another day will be spent tomorrow; I am waiting for this day for you will be mine, no matter what because we will be together again. Praying that tomorrow won’t end because that is the only time that I will be yours and you will be mine.

Until then,...

It’s been so long we haven’t talked nor texted each other. I was a bit hesitant if I will text you or not. It may sound foreign to me but I don’t know how I feel and why I am feeling this way. Anyway, I surpassed this feeling of mine; I started texting you, though you’re replied took too long at least you replied.

It was late in the afternoon that day; I decided to ask a favor from you. I don’t know what words to say but I just directly stated what I needed, and thanked God you text back. Somebody asked me a favor. Actually she’s not just someone; she’s my best friend, so I do her a favor.

Without knowing what really should I do, I just asked the help of this special someone. It’s been so long we haven’t had any conversation and so I just stated if she is available and she said yes. I entered their receiving area a bit nervous and shy because I really don’t know how to start the conversation. Until she cracked a joke, “May dala ka?hahahaha,” she uttered. “Nabigla ako dun. hehehehe” I just say, sorry I was not prepared may be next time, hehehe. So the conversation started that way.

For its been more than three months without texting each other we, maybe missed each other’s presence in terms of chatting and laughing and just reminiscing the past issues. Her mother prepared a cup of coffee for me and a biscuits for two and the most important deli that night, buko salad, my favorite desert.

From 5:00p.m until may be 8:00 pm, I’ve been there. We finished doing what I needed and so since we missed the chat time, until I decided to go because it’s been too late in the evening, I told her parents that I have to go. But her mother went outside, started to say something, until that some issues become a long conversation. Hahahaha. I just told her mother that I will come back for more conversation and for a longer period of time.

Both of them, waited for me until I was able to ride in a passenger jeepney going back home that night.Until then,....

A Day with You

I woke up this morning longing for someone... Longing for somebody...I don't know who that person I am missing is. I really should not miss anybody for I am besides the precious people in my heart, my family.

Until, I saw myself started to take a bath, change my clothes and went straight outside the door and went away for wherever I will go, I really don’t know. I just kept on walking and riding in a trike (tricycle), going to the city, ride in a bus and there I am inside a church. The place where I usually go every 23^rd of the month…. It’s Padre Pio’s day for me.

Every 23^rd day of the month, I usually go to San Pedro, Sto. Tomas Batangas,  to visit Padre Pio’s Shrine. I just read my novena for him; say a little prayer and then go back home.

Now, I will go home comfortably for whatever the reason is, I know I am happy as of the moment. I felt peace of mind at the very moment. 

Contentedly I will go back home seeing the jewels in my life again, happily.

Sa Aking Kahapon, sa Aking Ngayon

Maulan sa aking pag-uwi sa aking tahanan. Kaakibat ang malungkot na sandaling babalikan ko muli ang aking naiwang pighati.Subalit sa pagdating sa masayang tahanang ito, saan ako magsisimula?

Nais kong maputol ang nakaraang nagdurugtong sa aking kahapon at ngayon. Ang kahapong patuloy na gumagapos sa aking ngayon. Ang kahapong pilit kong tinatalikdan. Ang kahapong sa aking palagay ay nagiging dahilan upang maging mabagal ang pag-usad ng aking ngayon ....

Subalit alam ko mali ako. Dahil alam ko ang klahapon ay bahagi na ng aking nakaraan, Kailangan kong tanggapin na ang nakaraang ito'y bahagi ng kung anumang mayroon ako sa kasalukuyan.Dapat ko pa ring ipagpasalamat na ang kahapong pilit kong tinatalikdan ay bahagi ng kung paano ako naging matatag sa aking ngayon, ang aking kasalukuyan.

Subalit anuman ang mangyari, isang malaking pagtanggap lamang ang dapat kong gawin.Paano ko gagawin?Paano ko sisimulan?Paano ko matatanggap?Paano?Isang malaking katanungang malamang ako rin ang dapat makatuklas sa hinaharap karugtong pa rin ang nakaraan....

Maligayang Kaarawan

Sa tanging araw na ito

Dalangin ko, maligaya ka

Sapagkat ang araw na ito

Ang dahilan ng halaga mo.

Isang mahalagang araw

Isang tanging araw

Bilang kaibigan

Dalangin ko, kaligayahan mo.

Sa mahalagang araw na ito

Ikaw ang nilikha

Upang maranasan

Misteryo ng sanlibutan.

Anuman ang inabutan

Anuman ang maranasan

Alam kong maligaya ka

Alam ko, liligaya ka.

Ulan

Maulang umaga ang aking nasilayan sa paggising 

Maulan man, subalit ang lamig nito ang nagdadala ng aliw

Sa aking pusong nangungulila

Pangungulila sa minamahal

Isang pagpapasalamat

Sapagkat anuman ang ibinighay na biyaya

Isang magandang araw pa rin

Ang sa akin ay bumungad

Tanging panalanmgin ko

Sa aking paglalakbay sa buhay

Nawa'y ang minamahal

Akin nang matagpuan.

You Complete Me

When I wake up each morning I just thought of you, holding my hands, going out of our room and will be eating our breakfast together, these thought made me smile.

Today, it adds to my happiness your presence, your presence that made my night complete. You are my light, you are my guide, and you are my inspiration.

Another moment has been added to my memories. A memory to be cherished for the rest of my life, and hoping that when the day comes that we are already together, I hope I can share this moment with you. I hope we could reminisce the moments of our old stories.

But for now, let me be the only one who knows that each time you talked to me; you add a simple spice to my life and someday, somehow you will know who you are. I thanked God for giving you to me. You don’t know that you make me feel the most important person each time we are together. 

You are my Strength,... I Love You

In due time, you will see me walking beside you, talking in front of you and holding you like there’s no tomorrow. That will happen in God’s time. For now, I don’t want to hurt you, I don’t want to make you feel you are worthless to me. In fact, you made each day of mine meaningful and wonderful. You keep me going.

You are the reason why I keep on striving hard. Though, at this point in time, I am in a midst of trials and heartache, but I keep on looking at you and my burdens lessen. I just would like to request from you, please continue to be with my side and keep on comforting me. You are my strength, you are my hope and I know you are destined to be with me for the rest of our lives.

I will never surrender my love for you. But for the mean time, just keep on believing you are the only one I am praying for, to be with me every  time I wake up each morning, beside me, kissing me, each time in doubt and in trouble comes our way. I am praying for, you will be with me, in good times and bad.

Please, stay, I will ask you soon, but for now, I will pick each pieces of me so when I face you, I am not broken and I can say that I will love you, wholeheartedly.

Wala Lang

Bakit ang wala hinahanap?

San ba naman maaring makita ang wala

Wala nga eh di wala

Pero makulit ako.

Sana ang wala magkaroon

Magakroon ng saysay

Ang paghahanap ko sa wala

Dahil ako ay nangungulila.

She is a blessing

Another member in the family has just been added. I just hope this will end your sacrifices and a beginning of the new happiness. She is an additional member in the family, who will make you and your family a better one. It happened for a purpose and for a reason. For no matter what life has brought unto you, it is His will. My prayers for a good health, for both of you, and of course happiness, and peace of mind, will be yours forever. Take care and we, your friends are just around the corner. 

Simple Thought

When I share my simple thought to you, it means you are special to me. Its either I considered you as my friend, best friend and most of all one of the newest member in the family. You are special to me because I shared special thought, simple secrets, and the likes. I just would like to thank you because you let me shared my life to you. Thank you, I really appreciate it. You are important to me and I hope whatever I have stated, if it is between only for the two of us, I hope I can trust you, I know you are so I do hope, you remain whoever you are right now….

Welcome Home

Its nice to know you're back. Welcome home....

A birthday Gift?...

Huli!!!hehehe

The nightmare birthday gift

It’s JM’s bday, so hs wife decides to surpise him, so she takes him 2a strip club.

At the club-

Doorman: hey JM! Hw r u?

Wife: how does he knw u?

Jm: we play golf together!

Bartender: the usual beer,jm?

Wife:& how does he know u?

Jm: he’s on the bowling team!?

Hot stripper: the speciallap dance again,jm??

The wife storms out… dragging jm w/ her,into a taxi??

Taxi driver:hey jm, u picked an ugly one this time…same hotel??

HULI KA!!!hahahaha

PGT Season 4

I really wait for the opening program of the PGT,this time, for I knew this will be a good intro for this season, and I was never disappointed.

It was the pilot episode of the Pilipinas Got Talent (PGT) Season 4 on ABS. A very unique Filipino opening music video headed by the hosts themselves, Mr. Luis Manzano and Mr. Billy Crawford, riding on a luxury sports car, travelling along the main roads of Metro Manila showcasing the best places, such as Luneta Park, Intramuros and others while singing “Tayo’y Mga Pinoy”.

Pasts contestants, runners up for the last three seasons were included demonstrating their special talents while Luis and Billy singing, until they reached the studio proper.

They conquered first Visayas and Mindanao Regions, where they began searching for the finalists who will be joining the other contenders in Manila for the grand finals.

Talents showcased in this first episode really amazed the judges and the viewers as well, which includes the THWH dance sports who got the “3 Yeses” from the judges, Kris, Ai-Ai and FMG, for their wonderful dance number while some of the members were disabled, dancing while on a wheelchair. Each of them performed well, both the disabled and the normal ones.

Another finalists who will be joining the other contestants to reach Manila are the pair of basketball player, actually friends who performed an interpretative dance with the touched of sports because they use basketball ball, that actually entertained not only the panel of judges but the audience as well for they performed as if they were lovers in love with the same sex., they both got the “3 yeses.”

Another was, an OFW who sings a song on her own rendition popularized by an American Idol winner Adelle, “Rolling in the Deep” that struck the panel.

A breathtaking performance rendered by the next contestant who will join others in Manila, a pair of dancers with a twist, not just an ordinary dancing. Others used pole while dancing, others used wires but this time, a new one to the audience, dancing while on a rock climbing board.

Kris and Ai-Ai entertained a lot to a man who wears face masks, who could changed it in just a click of a second, even the audience and children as well will enjoy watching this performer, Tito Cris, a man with many face masks, who receives an standing ovation for his great performance.

The 3 judges were amazed of what the performers had performed, in fact mostly, they gave unanimous three yeses every time performers performed uniquely, because those performance were never seen even before.

More exciting moments and unforgettable scenes will be expected for the next audition days, this is just a beginning….

Hihintayin Kita

Sa sandali mong paglisan,

Malulungkot ako,

Mananahimik ako,

Tiyak mamimiss kita.

Subalit alam ko,

Maganda ang gagawin mo,

Bahagi ito ng kawanggawa mo,

Dahil dun masaya ako.

Alam ko naman,

Babalik ka rin agad,

Sa iyong pagbabalik, 

Tiyak marame kang kwento.

Hihintayin kita.