Reminiscing

I still remember, sometimes ago, we were not able to see each other because of me.

You told me if we could met that moment. I woke up happily because the first message I saw on my cellphone was yours. It was a happy moment indeed, that for sometimes I saw message from you my dear. I replied quickly that " okay, I will see you."

I took a bath immediately, wore my best fitted clothes because I will see you, my love, my ever dearest one. I left home early as possible, so I won't be late, since you hated being late. I texted you that I am on my way going to our meeting place. But, sadly, no reply came out. Again, it's been a long travel going to that place and so, to cut it short, I arrived early. I sent messages almost four messages, but at last after those messages you replied that you are still having your lunch and so I said, "okay."

To keep me busy waiting for you, I decided to have a whole body massage. Since, you are not coming yet, while waiting, I will pamper myself. Around after thirty minutes inside the spa, you texted that you are on your way. I replied okay. Around twenty minutes later, you are asking where am I, so I told you that I am inside the spa, please wait, I am heading to you.

After that message, you replied that you are in a hurry, lets just meet next time. So disappointed that I was just about to go down to your place, you immediately leave without even seeing me, it made me feel sad and lonely.

I went home so lonely, felt so disappointed that the moment I excitedly wanted to see you, you easily walked away. How excited I was to see you, to hug you, and hold your arms but we didn't see each other.

But, I know there is a reason behind why we do not meet. You know, I love you so much that is why I felt so lonely going back home. Anyway, just reminscing. Those were the days. I just want you to know that I still love you.