I am Missing You at All

Today, I just tried not to miss you that much. I have tried not to ask you for whatever you are doing. It seemed to me that tho, I conquered not to ask you, but deep inside me, I longed for you. I don't know why. You always told me that I am your ever dearest colleague. But I told you how much I really love you more than a friend. I am not hypocrite of telling the honest mistake, if it is considered a mistake, atleast I am true to myself.

So happy, when I opened my messenger, you have the message. I knew it, that whenever you are busy, I must understand that you are doing things more important. Because I know, if ever you are not busy, you talk to me. You conversate with me. Thats matter to me.

I can't deny that if you only seen the message I have for you, I felt so sad and sorry because you just ignored it. But, as what I have seen on my fb friend's wall, its better to be seen, atleast, napanseen.

And I think, its right. So I am waiting for your arrival tonight. #vencigold

I did it Again

#anobaito #historyrepeatsagain

The same date, I am talking with the same person. I felt asleep talking with the same person feeling the same. My goodness.

How can I forget you, where in fact I really love you so.

I did something unusual that last time we met and still it lingers on you. I don't know why I did it but you let it happened. I hope that, on that very moment you tell me to stop, I will stop, then.

Next time, if you don't want me to do it, then inform me. Don' t just tell me after doing it. You knew me, I am just a human being, inlove and so most often than not, I am only thinking below what is being felt of whats inside my head down there than my head up there. #vencigold

Reminiscing

I still remember, sometimes ago, we were not able to see each other because of me.

You told me if we could met that moment. I woke up happily because the first message I saw on my cellphone was yours. It was a happy moment indeed, that for sometimes I saw message from you my dear. I replied quickly that " okay, I will see you."

I took a bath immediately, wore my best fitted clothes because I will see you, my love, my ever dearest one. I left home early as possible, so I won't be late, since you hated being late. I texted you that I am on my way going to our meeting place. But, sadly, no reply came out. Again, it's been a long travel going to that place and so, to cut it short, I arrived early. I sent messages almost four messages, but at last after those messages you replied that you are still having your lunch and so I said, "okay."

To keep me busy waiting for you, I decided to have a whole body massage. Since, you are not coming yet, while waiting, I will pamper myself. Around after thirty minutes inside the spa, you texted that you are on your way. I replied okay. Around twenty minutes later, you are asking where am I, so I told you that I am inside the spa, please wait, I am heading to you.

After that message, you replied that you are in a hurry, lets just meet next time. So disappointed that I was just about to go down to your place, you immediately leave without even seeing me, it made me feel sad and lonely.

I went home so lonely, felt so disappointed that the moment I excitedly wanted to see you, you easily walked away. How excited I was to see you, to hug you, and hold your arms but we didn't see each other.

But, I know there is a reason behind why we do not meet. You know, I love you so much that is why I felt so lonely going back home. Anyway, just reminscing. Those were the days. I just want you to know that I still love you.

Bagong Umaga

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