I keep on waiting for the right time to say how much I love you but still our worlds are apart.
It seems to me that you are near but in reality we are apart. I told myself, I should go to the church one day just to ask for His intervention and guidance if I should choose you even if almost everybody will unlike you and will not agree to the decision that I will be making. But what is the essence of love if I will depend my decision to the people who will like you or not. Was it important for me that everybody will agree and like you in the end where in I will be the one who will love you and be with you for the entire years of our struggle and being one as partner? I don't know.
All I knew is that I am denying that I can't accept and can't straightly say unto you, I love and I really meant it, because I'm afraid I might loose you in the end.
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