My Best Friend

The sun rose too high, roosters stopped crowing and the green field outside my window invites me to breath in the fresh air of new beginning. Every time I wake up, I know, it is always a new day. This time, it is a thankful day for me... though there are some frightful feelings arriving each time I stepped down from my bed and each time I face the new challenges of the morning.

I never had these feelings before. I never would be if only I had made decisions brightly. But, it has been done, I did it alone and so I must face them solely. 

Its nice to note that my family are there, friends, though they don't know what are my shortcomings as of the moment. Maybe, they knew it but since I did not open and vulgar about it, they can't start the conversation. But, I knew, they did.

Little by little, I am harvesting the fruit of my labor, what I sow, I reap, the problem is it was not a good fruit of the labor I had. Good thing, God never leaves me behind. Each time I walked out the door and faced the world, I am only counting the best best friend of all, its God and my guardian angels. Maybe, time would end so soon for me if my best friend, as I've called God leaves me alone. 

"Footprints in the Sand", a biblical story, before it was just a mere reading materials to me during my elementary until college years, until I reached my right age and faced challenges life has brought in me. I don't know how my best friend carries a child during his most troublesome part of his life, but only then I realized that passage in that story. I learned how to lean on Him, I often called His help to carry me each time I needed Him. Though, I know He usually do it, but I am counting on Him to give me enough strength each time I am about to fall.

For without this best friend of mine, I maybe nothing, I may be useless and I may be be worthless. Thank you my best friend, I keep on counting on you, until the day we see each other in a place called heaven, where happiness is forever.