Every time I open my
facebook account, automatically I likewise open my Skype account too, because I
have some friends in Skype that have no access in my fb account for some
personal reasons.
Until it was out of the
blue, this friend of mine in Skype… been so long we haven’t had any
conversation, called me. She is using only cell phone, so we can’t see each
other. She just speaks while I just type my replies and the conversations went
on.
She has a very good voice;
actually she has a well modulated voice. She speaks while I just text my
replies to her queries because I have runny nose tonight due to weather
condition.
I was just shocked,
because while she is waiting for my replies, she used to sing, and she sang
songs that are memorable to me.
I only laughed at her,
she asked why. I told her those songs are memorable to me, one of which entitled
“Someone Like You.” She said, really, then I said “yes”; of course she asked
why.
“That particular song you
sung was the song I usually sing for one week before we broke up with my love
ones,” I explained.
That was a weeklong where
in I am singing it personally without knowing what will be the significant of it
in me. Until one night, this loved one of mine texted me stating that she
wanted space; so I asked her should I read between the lines. Are you breaking
up with me; and she said “yes.”
I asked her if somebody
replaced my position already, she said no one. She just wants space. Though, it
was too hurt for me because she left while my love is still burning, I just
accept the fact that when we love, happily ever after is really not an
assurance.
I just accept that,
someday, somehow, I will find someone, might be not as wonderful as her but
hope to be better than her, and I will love her to fullest and show how well
her love for me is appreciated.
“Never mind I’ll find
someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you, too. Don’t forget me I
beg. I remember you said, sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts
instead…,” part of the song that struck me alot and really hurt me because
reality bites, not only sometimes but mostly, oftentimes, in love we hurts
more, and only few lasted.
This Skype friend of mine
just smiled a lot, and kept on singing songs memorable in me, and we parted by
trading in each one’s cell phone numbers and hope our friendship still goes
until we find each other in another’s’ arms happily.
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